Then i got a feeling my be she is not in comfort and i needed to clear this before i do anything as nahi toh woh natak kar ke muje phasa bhi sakti thi....So to make it clear i then started trying to talk to her in different manner . A bit adult . Understanding her home conditions and about her life. Tab bhi mai sure nahi ho sakta tha . And then to make it 100% sure i made a plan . I bought paint colors for my project and mixed then in a mug . Then added water in it .. Making sure my mom is out. He nodded, “Hmm.”When I told Cayuse what I suspected, he was, as always, stoic. Did his left eyelid twitch once? Couldn’t tell for sure.With Venerable locked up, and with Hoss and I taking turns watching the jail from the back, Cayuse took to long-distance trailing the Fitzes. In one sense, it was easy — they were always together. But they were watchful bastards and Cayuse had to hang back whenever they left town.Later, he filled me in on his foray. What the Army would call an after-action. “You aren't even interested in making love anymore.” He at least had the decency to look a bit embarrassed at that. “Well, it seems like that's all you are interested in any more. Always wanting it and going off to masturbate in the bathroom when you think I've gone to sleep. Are you turning into some kind of nympho?” I was shocked. It was like he had slapped me. So many thoughts were running through my head. I wanted to scream at him but I knew that wouldn't help the situation at all. It took. We decide to go to sleep not long after that and with the TV turned off we lie in bed together completely naked and comfortable with each other. We try out a couple of different positions, Elena tries to be the big spoon at first but complains that it doesn’t feel right so we switch and I try to be the big spoon but this time I don’t feel right. We end up in a slightly uncomfortable position with us facing each other with an arm over each other and looking into each others eyes with sleepy.