I then put the small head phone in her ears and put some tape over her ears to hold them in place. Next the hood I used a brush to make a high pony ta...l then put the hood over her head and pulled the pony tail through the top and then laced the back of the hood up nice and tight, I asked her if it was comfortable because it was going to be on for 3 hour she said it was very comfortable but she could hardly hear me even though the mp3 player wasn’t even switched on yet. Next the posture collar. "How much is aone-way ticket to London?" It's twenty-seven pounds, Miss."I replied, "Thank you, just one please." He gave me the ticket and mychange which I put back into my purse. I sauntered to the platform andfound a seat far away from everybody else, to await the train,wondering what was to become of me?As the train pulled in I got into a carriage that was almost empty, noone looked up at me or even noticed me. I thought that's it. I aminvisible already.We reached Victoria station after. Some of us aren't rich like you guys. I can't afford to stay in a dorm and most of the off campus joints cost an arm and a leg. I didn't think that it would be so hard to bunk with someone for a while."I thought about what I might be getting in for before I spoke again. Sure enough I opened my yap, "I'm managing an apartment building. Why don't you see if you can share a room with one of the women that are renting there. All of the apartments are two bedrooms."She watched me for a minute, "Give. Now she was forced to confront the truth; and the strength of her emotions was so painful that she was almost physically sick. She knew that what she felt for Peter was love, and not the pure love that she had for God, or even the affection she felt for Mother Clare and some of the other nuns, but a raw, physical love that made her tingle all over. She knew that something had changed within her, something that could never be suppressed. She had sought this kind of fulfilment in God; she had.