It was something to seriously consider, but I was buying a medium sized, commercial jet liner, and soon.We were going to enjoy life from here on out. ...aving died one too many times, I knew a lot about the value of life, and intended to make the most of it until the last day. My family was almost completely back together, and if I could get Jim to a heart specialist, right away, he had an excellent chance of living through the coronary failure he suffered the last time. To accomplish that, I had. My fingers tracing up her spine and then under the straps of her shoulders, dropping the dress to the floor. Looking over her shoulder I can see a blurry reflection of her beautiful body in the french windows. Pulling her hair back behind her I gather it into a rough ponytail. Curling my left hand in it I tug on it gently, pulling her head back to me. Reaching around with my right to circle her throat I bite her earlobe and grin, "Don't move."Releasing her, I walk slowly around, admiring her. She has turned down a lot of dates. Outside of the group here she has stayed in a social shell. They say she is a lot better but they want her all the way back to the old Lorrie," she said."It's going to take more than one social outing to do that but it may be a good start" I said. "I'm going to order her flowers from Island Flowers to be delivered at 2 before we get our hair done. I want to see her face when she gets them," That's the flower shop that has the great looking guys do the. Like, you look good. And I shouldn'teven be here...I just forgot my driver's license."I first realized he was babbling nervously, and then realized that he hadsaid I looked good. Now, until that moment I had never really looked atJake the way a girl might look at him. Sure, he was tall, athletic,handsome, kind, funny, and thoughtful...but we were both guys and so hewas just a good roommate and better friend. But in that moment, dressed tothe nines in Rachel's clothes, I didn't feel like a guy..