I wish I knew what it was so I could focus on it and make sure I stayed tanked up. I was doing really well until I did that overtime. Between it and t...e family holiday schedule I’m ok but needing some rest. My job situation is up in the air. I’m performing well but I may still get bit in the butt by their rules. We’ll have to see how that goes.I plan on things being very quiet tonight as one of my life rules is I do not drive after dark on New Year’s Eve if it is at all possible to avoid it.. . so damned submissive. I had to wear the clothes you wanted me to wear. I had to behave the wayyou expected me to behave. Before I started with aerobics, I had got sosoft and flabby that I really hated myself...and you. I know you weren'tbeing mean, but I started to swear to myself that if I ever had the chanceI was going to make you into what you couldn't make me. I've been a realbitch and I'm sorry, but I still have something I want you to do.." Will it get me 'there'?" I asked. Thoughts raced around my head, but I was interrupted. "So, are you going to play along or does this have to get dirty?" Unfortunately the decision was pretty much made for me, there was no way I could fight them off, I was only about 5'5", 110lbs, and despite my best efforts always had a more feminine figure than I wished, which was only enhanced by my almost hairless body. These guys on the other hand were all over six feet tall and very muscular, at least 180 to 200lbs, and just one of them. I know lots of guys have to use pictures or stuff to jack off, but I guess I always had a good imagination; just fantasizing was enough for me, most times. But the problem is that when you fantasize you can get really lost in it and not know what's going on around you.I guess that's what happened, because I didn't hear the door opening or anything until I heard Joanie's voice."Whatcha doing, Richie?" She spoke softly, almost a whisper, but it was enough to startle me. I grabbed my cock with.