If i do say so myself.....a wild tigress in bed. Happy Mother's Day, Mom." We clinked glasses, took a sip, and then started eating. Mom really liked t...e flowers, panties and Mother's Day card arrangement."This is so delicious," she said, already half we through her plate. "Good," I replied, staring at her cleavage being displayed quite nicely by her cheerleading outfit. Debussy's Arabesque #1 started playing when Mom began to speak. "So, what's the plan for tonight?" "Well," I replied,. I continue on this trip into darkness.One day, if I could call it that. I saw a speck of something. I knew ithad to be real since there has been no light in ages. I had a new goal.to get to that light. Ten thousand steps and I still see the faintestlight get brighter.I felt more alive the closer I got to it. It was a small campfire. I wasstill bathed in darkness, but that fire felt so warm and inviting. I satright next to it. Lights and shadows were playing tricks on my eyes.As I sat next to. I decided I better make a hell of a lot of noise because I didn't want to walk in on anything.I banged around on the door, opened it, walked in and the place was ... empty. Where the hell is Jack? I set my stuff down walked over to the table and picked up a note that said:Banzai,I've decided to move into Masha's place so we could have a little more privacy...Then it listed the address and Masha's phone number.Shit! This was all I needed. Who the hell was going to do Jack's half of the report.I. "I bite my lip as Ricky contemplates what I've said- as much as he hatesRobert, he's never been ashamed of being a 'White', and more to thepoint, he's even repairing his relationship with Robert, so he may seemy decision as driving him away, even if that's the last thing I want todo..."...Cool," Ricky shrugs, making me blink in confusion."I- I'm sorry, what?" I ask."It's your name," Ricky says. "You're practically an adult anyway, youshould get to choose what you're called." Don't- don't you.