Then when she whined I would tell her that she should recite her devotionals to keep her focused. "Guru Padma guides me to the Atman with every...instruction. Guru Padma's every breath is sacred and brings me closer to the peace I desire. Om Shanti. Thank you Mahatma Padma," she would repeat, and I would snap the whip across her back, and she would try and focus. We were basically living together, with her chanting my name all day, doing my bidding making me meals, cleaning my. He waited for Brown.Ted Murray emerged from the piney woods near the road and beckoned them both across a water-filled ditch and into the trees."What have we got, Ted?" Brown asked."There's a young woman out here, Butler, layin' on her back in the water in Ain't There Lake, close to the shoreline. If you got any boots in the car, better bring 'em. I don't know how long she's been there. I got the call five minutes before six this morning--just when I was goin' off duty. Anonymous call. 'Sounded. I had everything from mini to major, depending on our moods. We made love in about all positions except anal and oral.We bought a computer and Rhett started going out to adult web sites. He started asking me strange things in our bed like, "Do you want other men? Ever do it with a black man? Do you like showing yourself off to other guys?" He even said a few worse things. I was getting a little worried about him.After one of these bizarre episodes, I told him, "Brett, Honey, I don't want other. Actually I had a pretty good idea what the outcomes were if I failed-feet first at worst back to The Cross house at best. Dropping me off in the middle of this dead hole on my pat with a photo of the subject and of his current routine supplied by his secretary. Not to remove subject unless totally safe to do so and not to take longer than a week to perform the duty. Shit, I could have been finished and gone within two hours of being dropped in this shithole. "Wake up you slack moll!" Without.