But wasn’t David ugly? The power of dreams is undeniable, and in mine, David was not ugly. In fact he was quite impressive in the looks department, ...nd had a hot, tight and toned body. Ahhh, I do so love the mysterious ways of the mind, the unknown, the deep, dark hidden psyche, and of dreams. In my dream we were at a party where David was following me around like a puppy, hanging on my every word and not ever very far from me. I was a little embarrassed, because my memory of him in the ‘real. The balls were sticking out of his young body, each ball separately tied and secured. The castratrix took off her flip flops and was standing barefoot now. She brought her right foot towards the boy´s ass, and slightly pressed down on one testicle with her heel. The testicle had the floor on one side, and Sue´s heel on the other side. Sue asked the boy if the pressure was too much for him or not. The boy replied that he could hardly cope with it, and that it hurt a lot. Sue told the boy to. I asked her what she meant by that even though deep down Iprobably knew. She said that at the very least it would involve gettingrid of all my male clothing and behavior and live as a woman all thetime. She said that my new weekend job would greatly move me toward thatgoal. As we smoked and finished off the second glass, my head wasstarting to swim. She talked about learning everything a woman shouldknow from makeup application to fashion. She said that it should beuncomfortable to be dressed. And to prove he succeeded he videotaped the whole thing… and just when I returned to my sisters house after a stop in library, I found her boyfriend stroking his cock while watching THE TAPE. Thats how I found out. I did not like the look in his eyes when he scanned me head to toes, or the wicked smile that run across his face when he told me my sister and my parents were in for a big surprise. I pleaded, I begged but his face remained serious…. then he got up from the couch and walked towards.