I kept sucking his cock while he started moaning louder and louder and I decided to make my move. I got him out of my mouth and up to my feet and star...ed heading for the door as he screamed “Hey bitch! Get back here” and grabbed me by the arm and pulled me back into the water before I could get away. He threw me against the wall of the shower and pinned himself against me as he put the knife back to my throat. “Oh fuck Oh fuck he’s gonna cut my neck” I thought to myself. He leaned into my ear. I wanted to scream out, 'Yes, yes. I'll do it!' but was afraid of what she would do if I sounded too eager. After all, my parents could never accept my desire to dress up. With years of living in fear under my belt it was hard to believe someone was willing to let me live out my dream and not judge me for it. I tried to find the words but couldn't. Finally she spoke."There are a few rules we need to get worked out. First, we can't tell anyone about what we do today. It'll be our little. So we both came to this room and I changed to t shirt and shorts, switched on the A/c and hopped on to the bed.Mom came to the room wearing a pink nightie and laid down on the bed. Soon after half an hour the room felt cold and I pulled over the bed sheet over me. Suddenly mom came inside my bed sheet even though there was one more on the bed for her and hugged me in such a way that she placed her leg over my thigh and put her head on my shoulder. In return I also hugged her tightly and we. I had denied myself his father so manyyears ago and now his perfect son was in front of me on the verge of offering me something Iwanted. I felt a wave of guilt as I thought, Christ, I'm lusting for my friend's son, a replacementfor something I never had from JimmyHe saw me blush from embarrassment and moved closer until his crotch brushed against myshoulder as I sat in the computer chair. My eyes glazed over, my breathing became deep, Iwanted him so bad.I blurted out something stupid, "You.