We drove smoothly away, and were soon heading towards the East end. “Lothar wants you to arrive in just your heels, so take the dress off,” she in...tructed.I raised an eyebrow, questioning.“No questions. Just do what you are told. Now Lothar wants you to entertain several of his business associates this afternoon. You will be filmed, and of course photographed during the course of the weekend. This evening diner at a club, with Lothar. A dress will be provided, wear it. Now you’ll find £20,000. ."DAMNIT!!!" i kicked the t.v. down and it cracked"goddamnit mom, GODDAMNIT!" i picked up the broken t.v. and threw it through the window...sat back down on the couchSilenceWaitingListening...she really is dead. normally when i make comotion like that she'd come up here and see what's going on. She'd come up here to see if i was O.K., and i'd tell her everythings alright...and i'd say I love you...ShetrulyisdeadShe can't be dead, not now, not FUCKING right now...damnit...tears starting to run. I placed my hand in the book and put on another smile and looked up. A woman, probably in her mid-thirties, stood before me. She was tall and slender and tan, with long brown hair pulled back in a ponytail, and a blue cap atop her head. She was smiling down at me from behind her sunglasses, holding a Styrofoam cup in one hand and a plastic bag with what appeared to be books in the other. I sighed and smiled, repeating my previous performance with the man and his little dog."Sure," I said,. You spent a bunch on the house. The outbuildings are part of the farm, but the house isn't." I'm not arguing about it, Mom; what I'm saying is that this place is more than a little one horse farm. We are farming a lot of tillable land with the widow's place, and Teddy is getting up there. We could be in trouble without his small equipment to harvest some of our crops. The new big equipment just won't fit in the fields. Hell, they can't even get to the fields."D has the vineyard looking good,.