Oooh, yes! Yes! Just like that! Oh, fuck that feels sooo goood!" Cherrie encouraged me in what I was doing until, after less than a minute, she shoute... joyfully and incoherently as she started cumming."OhmyGod, Tony! Ohh, I'm cumming! I'm cumming, baby! Ohhhh, YEEESSSS!!"Cherrie's upper body thrashed wildly on the bed while her legs squeezed my head. Back and forth she rocked on her ass, holding me tightly and keeping her pussy plastered against my face. "Oh! Oh! Oh!" Cherrie whimpered from the. Not directly. She believed this to be true and everyone reaffirmed her belief. She repeated the words to her psychiatrist and to herself until they lost all semblance of meaning. Words of affirmation meant nothing in the face of stark reality. Once again, she stifled her guilt. She tried to live with and conquer the pain. Life needed to go on. But between those unlit paths, the dark solitary territory where we try to move on from the past, somewhere in that darkness, she would always blame. " She mustered a wry smile. "I feel like I've had my pantspulled down and my arse spanked over his knee, but I deserved it."She sniffled and wiped her nose with her sleeve."Jamie, I hope you can somehow forgive me for being such a cow. When wehad our fight about what I was doing with Kritsada, you told meafterwards you didn't think about what I had gone through. You said allyou thought about was how it affected you. You then risked everythingto make it up to me." She brushed away a tear. "The. After dinner, I had to help her clean up and do the dishes while Mikewas allowed to go watch television. As soon as we finished, mom took meupstairs to have me try on the two dresses with the white pantyhose andmy new shoes. She wanted to see how it all looked together. As shewalked past Mike she said to me in a loud voice that she didn't knowwhy I was in such a hurry to try everything on again, especially my newnightgown.After I tried everything on again, Mom decided the pink and white.