Although supportive she didn't really wantto engage my feminine side but was happy for me to explore this side andmeet like-minded individuals. So si...ning up to Fetlife I started meetingpeople, helped on a few porn shootsas the Maid working behind the camerawas even in a photo shoot for a Domme looking at starting up her ownbusiness and needed people for the shoot, I even saw a pro domme thatbeat me black and blue. However all these experiences seemed hollow, notwhat I was looking for or with. We fucked in all kinds of positions and I ended the time giving him a foot job with my pantyhosed feet.He then got dressed thanked me and said he was going to bring the key back to the office and I should get changed and leave shortly.Once he left I took off my skirt and just sat on the bed in mypantyhose and heels and just reminised about what just happened. I was feeling sexy dressed in my hose and heels so I started to jerk off. I had my eyes closed as I was pulling my dick and when. Just as the phone hit the cradle I felt Josie's lips settle around the head of my cock and she began swirling her tongue around it. Damn this 18 year old really knows how to suck a cock I placed my hands on the back of her head and began to edge my way toward the bed. I edged back on the bed very easy, she had a hold of my balls so I didn't want to take a chance of her becoming over zealous with my jewels.She was working it hard , my arms were spread out on the bed and drawing the spread up in. ..she was right. Everything I had touched HAD turned to dust.The relationship with my parents, the wealth, my father's company, mymarriage....everything. Everything that had been given to me in my lifehad been pissed away. I doubted that I had ever experienced real lovein my life. Certainly not from my parents and apparently, not fromNoelle. What was there to mark my time on this earth? Nothing but atrail of broken hopes and dreams. What could I expect to look forwardto except more of the.