But I also realized that I enjoy my life as a man and I amhappy that I can return to it. We ended up hugging each other as the laughterdied. I noticed...she was staring at the box."Open it," she said.We both kneeled down in front of the box. I undid the buckle on one side asshe worked the buckle on the other side. When both were freed, we opened thelid. All that remained inside the box was the picture of Gina in herhomecoming outfit. Gina reached in and pulled it out.. I could tell her mindwas. Judge Mauser was a forty-five year old man who had amassed a fortune since his graduation from law school. Most of the amassed fortune was not included in his income tax reports. A striking gray-headed man who turned ladies' heads when he appeared at the many parties held within the county upper class. "Good evening Miss, I am Judge Mauser, welcome to my home." Debbie turned around and saw a very nice looking man in an expensive sports jacket and holding a snifter of what might be Cognac.Debbie. I listened to the news reports on the radio and wondered why there was little mention of the situation in Russian where the German Wehrmacht was being slowly ground into the mud of Mother Russia like fertilizer for the coming harvest. Of course, the tic in the Fuhrer’s eye was more noticeable these days and there were no more jokes about Churchill coming from the propaganda bureau in Berlin because there was little to be amused about from the dispatches from the front in the ever-tightening. I also bought makeup and a beautiful, expensive wig (my hair was still short). I started cross dressing at home almost every day. Every session was elaborate and grand. I was very much in love with myself and the world as a whole. One day, while browsing online, it struck me that I was alone in the city and I was virtually anonymous. I could maybe meet up with someone who would treat me like a girl, who was comfortable with me, the way I was-if only for a night.I started yearning and craving.