I put the hose in my pants and thecold water shrunk me to nothingness instantly. I threw down the hoseand walked to the deck stopping to do the dry...heaves again.Having never been with a man was just so .... scary, and he's somuscular. I couldn't think straight. What choice did I have? Therewere no options, no way out, Bill had thought this through and had allthe controls, I was trapped. I couldn't very well call the police. If Ihired a bodyguard to threaten him, I would be exposed at work. The experience is new andexciting but lacked anything that could be described as a climax. Zachhas said that as Katherine she never had an orgasm. Could she havedesigned Abigail in the same way? Wouldn't she have waned the fullexperience of sexual gratification as part of her aborted quest for afemale life? Of course she would. This was just one night, a firstattempt. Abigail's sexuality is not fully explored.-7-Has it really been a week since Abigail emerged from the GF device? Sheand I have. I have to admit I was falling in love with the bitch. Although I felt good after outing her to her husband, Donnie, I guess I still went into a funk.I remember that first week was the toughest; I mean missing work and sitting home feeling hurt and sorry for myself. Going back to work the second week was the best thing I could have done. At least I didn't think about Gilliam for a few hours. You can't run heavy equipment with your mind on something else.This week has been the best so far, he. I didn’t know what to think when that garlic dove suppository was first recommended to me by a medical professional. I mean who would think that pealing away the outer skin of a clove of garlic without cutting or nicking the garlic clove then inserting it into the vagina for half a day would clear up a vaginal infection, but it sure seem like it has. While I had the vaginal infection, I had to wear big lightweight breathable hi- cut brief style cotton granny panties because my slit was oozing.