So, I wanted to see if she'd cheat and helped a guy hook up with her in exchange for some pics and eventually he did something similar for me.Anyhow, ... was meeting a buddy at a pub and got there early. I saw my ex at a table in back with a coworker I remembered. I was going to leave because I really didn't want her to ruin my night but for some reason I thought "fuck it" and grabbed a stool at the bar where I could see her in the mirror but she couldn't see me. I called my buddy and. I suppose I'm convincedenough to talk to Kora on your behalf."Neel saluted unconcernedly, "Thank ya kindly, Miss Pelter. Miss Calharn."The two girls nodded, both still a little stunned by the display.The following moments of awkward silence were finally broken by the bellindicating the end of the lunch period, giving Jesicka and Sidnee theexcuse they needed to leave. As she passed through the door, Jesickaleaned back into the room for one final remark."I can't make any promises, and it will be. “Yeah,” I sighed. “For as long as you want me to be.”She gave me a soft smile and a little wave as she closed the car door.I drove home even more hurt than I thought I might feel.Back to square one.TUESDAY, SEPTEMBER 10, 1991“Why do I feel this way The promise of a new day The promise The promise of a new day”I slapped the snooze bar on my alarm clock to shut up Paula Abdul. She was fine to watch on a video, but I really didn’t need to hear it that morning.On autopilot, I ate breakfast without. Later, while we ate, she had a couple more drinks and she had gotten a little tipsy. That was okay, I was driving.When we got home, Mom had thrown her arms around me and kissed me somewhat passionately. "You're a good boy, Davey, to put up with an old broad like your mother," she slurred, "when you could be out with a nice girl." I'd rather be out with you, Mom, You're all the girl I want."For a long time I had looked at my mother sexually. Truthfully, I wanted to fuck her. She was in her early.