Not that I'm complaining now. She'd wear low cut blouses, tight sweaters, even go braless on occasion which just wasn't heard of in our neck of the wo...ds. Her obvious vanity wasn't lost on Dad either. Hell, maybe that's why he'd married her as he was always gawking at them and groping them when he didn't think I was watching. On one of his infrequent visits, Pa had had a couple of glasses of moonshine and we were just finishing up supper. Mom was wearing one of her lowest-cut blouses and the. " I said " No but I have thought about it a lot." Dave started talking about sex with men and how much fun it is, I said " I am sure it is, I have watched a few videos and it looks like fun." When he started talking about blowjobs I could feel my cock reacting to the conversation. Soon his hand was back on my leg and this time I did not remove it, soon his hand was on my cock, dam it felt good to have another man rub my cock. Soon I had my habd on his cock, I was right it was big, I could. It's a small dog, I think, I can hear it bark, but it's disjointed, not attached to anything. Again the doubts rush in and I am alone. What if I don't have a dog? What if I'm remembering something else, a commercial maybe? A friend's dog? Who are my friends? I start to cry again, feeling even more lost and hopeless then before. Eventually my crying wares me out enough that I fall back to sleep.I wake up to a mostly dark room. The city outside is bright with life and lights and casts a strange. But my dog can.”I asked, a lot more calmly than I felt, “Are you gonna sic your dog on me, Taylor? Have you gotten that fucked up? Maybe you need to go sit down and sober up a little, man. We’ve been friends a long fucking time.”Taylor shrugged and said, “I like you, man. But I don’t want to go to jail for kidnapping and rape. I’ve been watching you with these girls, Karl. They’ve been turning you into a world class wuss.”I shook my head and asked, “Did you ever kill anyone, Taylor? It’s harder.