” “What?” “My mom works with the people responsible for clearing up any hang-ups the male recruits might have.”“Hang ups?” “Debts, fam...ly ties, immigration status. She’s a fixer. A good one too, it’s how I got the sorority even though I failed initiation.” She had said the last part with less enthusiasm. The sorority, no the cult, had fixers. His parent’s debt was gone. Brandon could hardly believe it, he talked to them yesterday, and they had not mentioned anything about their crushing debt. He said smiling. “Oh my…Please don’t hurt me…. Please I beg you…. don’t hurt me.”I offered him my purse with some money, but he laughed and looked me into my eyes. I started to shiver when I understood what he wanted.He grabbed me by the hair and lifted me to my feet. He ordered me to take off my blouse. I brought my hands up to my blouse and tried to undo the first button. But they were shaking uncontrollable as I tried to keep calm.“Hurry up, bitch…. I don’t have all fucking day.” He shouted. I'm not ready. I wouldn't even be able to tell Mitch. I can't just have come home to me and newborn he has no idea about." I felt like my heart stopped, but it wasn't definite yet. I arrived at the house, ran to the bathroom and took the test. Then I experienced the longest two minutes of my life. Tears came to my eyes, and my hands came to the towel bar, as the results came. "You are gonna get through this, you won't blow a gasket." I glanced at it and found out I was pregnant with Mitch's. She misses having a Dad around and barely knows hers. At her age, I wonder if she could pick him out of line-up, she only sees him 2 times a year,. Her two best friends have active Dads and I hear her complain about it." Dianna said shocking me that she would bring it up so soon."Uh, ... uh ... uh," I stuttered, not prepared for this talk that I knew might come up eventually."Dean, I don't want to live away from you anymore." She whined."NO, I don't either, but I just didn't expect this so.