As such, Theresa was a little surprised when I took the road to Hope in early May. Having just finished a day in Seward, we were heading back to Ancho...age, a three-hour drive. It was raining hard. There did not seem to be much point in this diversion, but Theresa made no objections. She was nodding in and out of consciousness in the passenger's seat, which helped the miles pass by effortlessly.There were no other cars on the road going in. We drove through beautiful woods where the branches of. WAY BACK IN MY TEENS, I HAD SECRETLY STOLEN A PAIR OF MY OLDER sisterS PANTIES AND USED TO PUT THEM ON AND MASTERBATE IN THEM. SO THE SIGHT OF THEM INSTANTLY BROUGHT BACK EXCITING EROTIC MEMORIES. I WAS SO GLAD WHEN SHE INSTRUCTED ME SLIP INTO THEM BOTH. SOMEHOW THE SIGHT OF THEM , HAD AWAKENED LONG AGO FEELING AND EMERGENCE OF MY LONG FORGOTTEN FEMINE SIDE. SO WITHOUT PRIDE OF ANY FOR MY SUPPOSED MANHOOD, I ACCEPTED MY NEW BITCH ROLE IN PURE EXCITED DELIGHT. JOAN SMILED TELLING ME WITH A BIT. Then I didn't dare tell her what really had happened ... I'm not really certain myself. But the loss of it was as profound as the feeling. I didn't leave my room at all the next day because I was so depressed ... Susan, what are you? I mean, you and Jane and the rest? I mean how?" she asked."That part I can't tell you yet. I think we have some other things to talk about first." Susan said."I don't understand." Barbara said, sipping at her coffee."They we will talk until you do understand, cause. . approaches me and my family after the ceremony. He hands me an envelope. He tells me he knows I will do well in whatever I decide to do with my life. I put the envelope away. In the envelope is a $50 bill and note saying good luck.3 years later. I have come home to see everyone. I am out of the closet. My significant other (Bry) has read my diary; including some entries that did not make it here. He wants to meet Mr. B... I call Mr. B... and set up a time to meet him. We walk into a.