I am sick and we both know it.It's bad enough that she knows my fantasy, but it's even worse that it came true and I helped make it happen.My wife Don...a wanted to have a baby. She stopped taking the pill and would try to get me to fuck her as much as possible. The problem is that I was constantly beating off, so when I did fuck her, there wasn't much semen coming out. Initially, I was having trouble getting it up, but since she knew what sickness turned me on, she would talk about black men all. ...2 AugustDear Diary,Take all that back about Buffy and Faith not liking sharing, cos I just discovered they're liking it a lot.Everyone was mooching around, Xander and Andrew had gone with some of the Slayers to the gym - saying it was to help them train rather than to perv at cuties in leotards... others had gone to the movies and I'd happily tagged to the Mall along with Willow and Kennedy. But as they went around the shops I kinda thought I was the third wheel, when all they wanted to do. "Like a cow, oh bloody hell." he swore with the realisation that she was innocent as she seemed, "You are an innocent, aren't you." he reached out and held her in his arms."This is so hard Celia," Trelawney admitted. "I don't know where to start. I am supposed to initiate you into the art of lovemaking, tradition requires it, that is why we send the virginal white robes, the trouble is Roberts said you had been with boys and I took it to mean you. ah, you had made love, ah, had intercourse, ah,. I stroked her leg the whole time the show was on. She didn't say anything further or react in any other way, but she didn't come back down to watch a movie that night.----------------------------When her show was on again two nights later, I sat in the same place. She sat in her usual place too, but she kept her legs on the couch to her side, behind me. I was really disappointed and afraid that she was mad at me for touching her leg the night before. But when the time came, she said "Oh, my.