”“How is it different? Vhy?”“You don’t understand. That’s all. You wouldn’t understand.”“Try me.”“I can’t. You’ve just g...t to trust me on this.”“I could say the same to you then.” I pull away from him, turning over and dragging the covers up to my chin. “Aw, Elf, don’t do this to me. Or to yourself.”“I am not doing anything to you that you are not doing to me.”“Haven’t we gone around in circles long enough about this already?”“Ja, ve have. So let us leave it alone.”“OK, guess I’m gonna. We were like school kids through dinner, laughing and teasing each other. We fed each other, kissed and made faces. I felt like a teenager again. I didnt think it was possible at my age but I think I was falling in love. Anita cleared the table and started doing dishes while I went out on the deck overlooking Lake Yojoa and swayed in a hammock. Life was wonderful and I had a feeling it was going to get better. A short time later, Anita came out and lay down next to me. We just swung slowly as. It was obvious to anyone who even glancedat Carol that she was wearing nothing beneath the shirt. She was able to navigatethe hotel without showing too much. The parking lot was a different story.It was breezy out and the shirt was blowing around quite a bit. Some teenageboys on the corner of the lot got quite an eyeful. Once Carol was in the car, she let out a huge sign of relief. But I knewthat her problems were just beginning. The adult toy store was about a tenminute drive away and I let. Over the next few days we became very close. I used to talk about work and my friends and he used to tell me about his life in the Army. He was a very jovial person and made me laugh so much. I spent most of my time over the weekend at his place. Every time i said i wanted to go back up he would act as if he was going to fall and make me stay. We even started boozing at his place. He had the finest collection of liquor. His plaster came off that weekend and he seemed to be able to do a lot more.