For example, during my infrequent masturbatory activities, I would use the feelings and memories of orgasms I had with Derek to stimulate myself. But ... did not relive those moments with any sense of dread. How is sex with your husband? I would say we are average in every sense of the word. We usually have sex about once a week or so. And, I guess you would say were fairly conservative. What I mean is that we usually use the missionary position and we will have oral sex once in awhile, but he. “He kept trying ... Setting up dates, trying to talk me into it ... I kept saying no ... And as soon as he realized that I wouldn’t do it, no matter how hard he tried, he’d had enough ... It was like he’d been grooming me, our whole marriage, to fuck a dog for him – and when he found out it wasn’t going to happen – he decided he wanted a divorce! He wanted to be free to go and find someone else to make his fantasy come true ... We ended up having a custody fight for the kids, and I had all the. She told me that hese were the rules, I had to do everything she told me, no refusals, no hesitation or there would be punishment, I said Yes Mistress. I was feeling nervous, and although I'm bi, in my every day life I'm the typical alpha male at home and at work, so this was a complete turn around for me, giving complete control to someone else, but I was excited to, and it was a bit obvious, standing there naked. She told me she was going to dress me like a slut, her slut, then she turned to. Half a mile from the cabin is an old railroad line and I decided to walk some tracks. I had been walking tracks for a long time and I always find that deep thoughts that bothered me were less of a mystery after four or five miles. Sometimes my eyes see a lot farther down those steel ribbons than actually possible, wondering about the large cities the tracks pass through, maybe a railroad yard and an engine house where locomotives and rolling stock are fixed and I wonder about the men who take.