How could she explain this knowledge?!_____The night of the mixer arrived. Beth walked to the fraternity housewith Leigh and several other sisters. ...n the way there Leighwhispered to Beth, "Are you ok, you seem tense. This is supposed tobe fun."Beth whispered back with a forced smile, "I know and it will be fun.I. am just nervous I used to know some guys from this house, andthey were jerks if you know what I mean."Leigh put her arm around Beth's shoulder and gave her a side hug andsaid,. . nope!" Her voice carries through the door, and I stomp my foot in a childish manner. "Damn it, Leah. It's my apartment!" I pout and continue to pound my fist against the door. I quickly glance up and down the hallway, as I continue to drip water onto the hardwood floor of the hall. Just as I go to open my mouth to yell at Leah again, I hear a snicker behind me. I whip around, my wet hair sticking to my face as I do. His tall frame takes up most of the doorway, and I have to crane my neck to. I knew what fucking was and had watched my mom get fucked by her boyfriends, so I knew that Mr. Clark would like me if I got on my hands and knees and let him slide his penis into my ass. The feel of a cock in my hole was incredible, and it never really hurt since he used some kind of lubricant and I suppose Mr. Clark wasn’t huge….. but at the time I thought his cock was gigantic. What I liked best was that he was pounding me, putting all his weight into me and forcing himself into me. My brotherkind of sucks.In terms of advice, you just need to make sure that you can communicateyour feelings to people. If your family loves you, they will listen, andif you can really explain your feelings, your plan and your support groupto them, then they will accept you. If you have no plan, and can'tanswer their questions, then they may not. Think it through. Write itdown if you have to. Just be well prepared, because I don't think anyfamily member says "good for you" the second.