. you Look good” “ Cmon Neel, I think I look great” That was the night when I masturbated for the first time thinking about her, I was getting o...sessed with her , My life was at a standstill , I just wanted her more than anything , her angel like body and unraveling sex appeal was very well making me a person that I was not. Everyday in the office I used to stare at her unintentionally , just admiring her, she seemed to notice my uncanny advances but did not complain.My mind was filled with. Is that okay?"I nodded. Being able to hear the doctor sounded like a good idea, andthe thought of choking and gagging didn't sound very fun. The buttonfelt like an ice cube pressed to the back of my neck and I heard a lowhum for a few seconds before it faded. "Marissa, can you hear me?" The doctor sounded like she was whisperinginto my ear even though she was standing several feet away. She smiledwhen I nodded. "Are you ready for the next step?" Wait!" My heart was pounding against my ribs as I. ’ ‘He’s got this honor thing going on Marge, he won’t budge on it and he absolutely refuses to do anything that could possibly hurt me. He told me he isn’t going to come near me when we get back, at least until he graduates. I don’t know if I can handle that.’ ‘I’m on your side Carol. I’ve never seen him like this before, he’s happy, truly happy… I mean deep inside like he’s never been before. We’ll figure it out ok? We’ll work through it. Even Bob told me that you’re the best thing that’s ever. After all, my passport was current and I had no dates planned, so taking the job wouldn't really mess up my life. I told him I'd take it.Then my boss gave me the kicker -- I'd have to leave in a week. Great. That wouldn't give me enough time to get anti-malaria shots and have them take effect. I eyed him with thoughts of mercenaries and torture flitting through my head, but the bonus money won out. Besides, there was a certain James Bond-ish thrill to the whole idea of going down there.My.