I hoped that someone else found it someday and put it to good use, and that the rudder blade would serve them well.The ladies had started a fire using...some of the firewood and extra planks that we brought across on the first trip. They heated enough water for us to wash with, although we only wiped ourselves off since it was far too cold to attempt a bath of any sort. Jimmey went last since he was all muddy.When we sat down for dinner, Edy sat next to me instead of with Isum and Jimmey. I. Your brothers said. NO! And what do you mean, ‘dud’?”The rush of schooled resistance clawed at me morally telling me not to sin, rules I hated altogether but was brain washed so thoroughly. I fought it but in this regard, Siza wanting to see my penis, it was over the top although she was so quick to detail her rationale as if she was completely right minded. “You have a penis for real. Let’s see it! I’m going to give it my stamp of approval. They’re not all the same you know.”I didn’t care if. The last thing is going up and over the see-saw. And at this station we will be offering shots, or the option of removing something. First one back here is the winner."There was no way I could do this. I was way too drunk already and the thought of more drinking scared me. I had this feeling that I was going to pass out. I thought about saying I would just take my bra off now and skip the event, but for some reason I felt compelled to participate. I knew I was going to lose, but I had this. I will give you a few minutes to make your decision' I watched as he moved towards the door, locking it behind him. I tested the handcuffs pulling at my wrists, thinking about it. It was seriously wrong. He could lose his job over this. Strangely that worried me more than the position I was in. I should have been angry, hurt, afraid of the advantage he had over me. But instead I was totally turned on, I thought about the ache in my scalp where he'd pulled my head back and shivered. I hadn’t.