“I then started putting feelers out, hoping to get a nibble from someone who would lead me to Blackheart. I have been an enforcer for one of the bos...es who runs a protection racket along the south side. I have not needed to kill anyone. Yet, thankfully, but I have made enough of a name for myself that I am certain to be introduced soon. Thankfully my appearance has changed enough, he may not recognize me if I speak with a different tone and accent.”I took a few moments to process his story,. Since then, I became a United States Citizen and I even started college back home. I attended Roxbury Community College in the cit of Boston before moving to Ottawa, Ontario. I miss the laid back nature of Boston’s African-Americans. In Boston, a Black man is seen as a brother by the Black men and Black women he encounters. In Ottawa, he is seen as a stranger. There is very little love between the different Black groups in Ottawa. And that my friends is a problem. I also noticed that Black. He was beautiful, and he was kissing me… caressing me.I closed my eyes, but I couldn’t stop a pair of tearsforming tracks down my cheeks. He untied me, but I wasstill helpless in his arms. Slowly he lowered me to the‘ground.’He splayed me, opened me, and I was in turmoil. Part ofme was ashamed, the rest wanted to beg for his cock. Icouldn’t talk, couldn’t think, and I knew I’d made aterrible mistake. The essential ‘me’ was drowning in. Isha -to convince kar use.Me- nahi hota re usko kaise explain karu samazta hi nahi. Isha- pretend kar mai teri gf hu aur kar explain. fir hum khade ho gaye, said to her- i dont know ye kya ho raha hai but i dont want to lose you. When i see you i see my world. Zindagi me kuch b ho jaye i won’t leave you alone. Ye tumhari aankhe lagta hai Ki bas dekhta rahu. Ye hoth i want to kiss you. Baaho me pakadana chahta Hu aise Ki sab dard dur ho jaye. N kuch aur bolu usase pahle she suddenly started.