I arrived around 10:00pm got a private roomm went to the showers got cleaned up. So I could cruise the place there were about 20 guys tonight, from 21...years old up to about 70 years old average of about 35 years old. I started to walk around to see what was happening I found a few guys in the hot tub one guy was sitting on the lap of another while there was a guy standing in front of the sitting guy feeding him his cock. In the pool were two guys spooning in the 3′ depth area making lots of. ”Our mouths met again in another soul searing kiss and once again I lost myself in the feelings I had for this beautiful man.Much later we showered together and I asked him again about his mother.“We’ve hardly spoken for over ten years, darling, there was a girl in Jamaica who she wanted me to marry, but I didn’t, so I left and came to England. She made contact through a mutual friend and told me that even though I was her only child, I wouldn’t inherit anything when she died.”He called me. The house smells faintly of candles and, as I walk down the lamp lit hallway, I see the last remnants of the fireplace and the warmth of the house slowly creeps into my bones.I smile. Home at last."There's cold beer for you in the kitchen, or I opened some wine if you want that instead!"The smile grows wider, she knows me so well. I open the refrigerator, the white light pouring onto the floor and the walls behind me in the dark kitchen. It’s winter now, and the days are short as the nights. With my eyes I applied a dark grey eye shadow to my bottom lidsand a silver colour to my upper lids blending them together. A littlemascara, then a burgundy lipstick to finish off.There was no need to paint my nails tonight as I had recently had a setof French Tips fitted and the style these days was for the straight whitetipped nails. I rose from the dresser and walked over to my closet toselect an outfit for the evening. It was a hot night and no doubt theclub would be busy and sticky as well.