His hand was now on my thigh and despite myself I was getting hard.Dave left his hand on my thigh and told me if one of the “girls” interested me ...hen use a keypad on the table and she would go to a private room with me. It was all on him.I hadn’t been laid in over a year and these sexy “girls” were turning me on. I knew I was so horny I didn’t care what was in those panties. A short blond caught my eye. I pressed the keypad and shortly we were going upstairs to a luxurious room. She told me to. The day was going smoothly, was having a fun, playful time, throwing colors and water at each other and then relaxing for a bit, my wife was busy with other ladies from the society and I was feeling a little left out as im not so social and it takes a bit of time for me to jell in with people, while I was standing to the corner near the food counters, I saw the sight of a really beautiful and hot lady, standing in the corner all by herself and all the men ogling at her, and I must say she was. Soon, he seemed to be quiet and she began her morning activities to make her body serviceable for work. She dressed and began combing her hair.As she brushed the back of her head, she saw her eyes in the mirror not looking as bright as they should. She stopped mid-stroke and asked herself, "Are you really sure you want to do this? To get up feeling like this every day without even a hangover?" She continued brushing, "The decision is not reversible. Look where Natalie is just starting her. For the summer I haven’t been able to take my eyes off of her.“I see. Lusting after someone is normal.”“I am married though and the guilt is tearing me apart.”“I can feel this a****listic energy within you. Is this all you have done is lusted?”The question caught me off guard and I paused knowing the answer was not something that I wanted to admit.“…I couldn’t resist one day she left her swim suit outside and I stole part of it.”“I see.” The voice paused before continuing, “This is quite the.