I felt like a hungry dog hoping for scraps to be thrown my way at the back door of a dingy diner. Much as I had by now decided that he wasn’t relati...nship material, the promised of a cheap thrill was uppermost on my mind. Maybe, just maybe, something might materialize from our interaction, I hoped.When we had finished dinner and the dishes had been washed, again with a multitude of instructions, we made our way to the lounge. Once there, the focus was firmly placed on me. Was I fucking anyone?. " His eyes returned to her, concern plain to see. "Are you OK? Anything I can do?"Yes. He could give her a few hundred dollars.The man blinked."Excuse me?"Oh God! She had said it aloud! Her hands flew up to her mouth, eyes wide in horror."Oh God! I'm sorry! I didn't mean to say that! Please! Don't think I'm like that! I'm sorry!"He laughed. There was a ... self depreciation in that laugh. The man's life had been hard, too. She could hear that, see it in how he moved, now that she looked.. He heard me next door and said "so you came in here to wank over that hot piece of ass in the boots outside too?" It then hit me he was referring to my mum! "stick your cock through the hole and I'll suck you off" he said. I was shocked, but so turned on, I did what he said and felt his warm mouth swallow my the head of my swollen cock. "I bet you would just love to ass fuck that bitch, wouldn't you? " he grunted between mouth-fulls of my cock. As I got closer to cumming he uttered even more. .to feel them inside of me and to feel them explode inside of me. How hot that made me. How uncontrollably hot. It seemed that all of my waking hours now were centered on these thoughts. Becoming the woman that I longed to be and being the toy, the slut, the whore of men. And today. Oh, what a wonderful day today was. I had met Derek again at a local motel. He had told me to come dressed this time, that he would be there before me. I called him upon arriving at the hotel and he gave me the room.