Left me pray for him to fill his sexual gratification, that she was not providing. When my mom would leave, my S/F take out his new magazine of Hustle.... He would take me into the living room, & tell me to take my clothes off. Keep in mind that my S/F was famous for always walking around the house naked. ( always wonder what it would been like if I was a girl, see daddy walk around naked all the time lol)So in walks naked S/F with a magazine, told to take my cloths off. Became suck a retinue,. He came home last month after basic and AIT school and "WOW" did he ever changed.He had gained around 20-25 pounds and his arms and chest look so big and sexy.He came over three days after he got home on leave and I just about melted when he picked me and hugged me.He visited with my parents and me for a couple of hours and then asked me to go out to dinner and a movie.I changed into a nice dress and off we went.We had dinner at the Olive Garden and we had a great dinner and a few drinks each.I. All were alive when the helicopters picked them up. However the ones that would survive had extensive wounds they would have to cope with for the rest of their lives. I did not like feeling helpless. I left the marines. I returned to college and got my teaching degree. My appearance bothered some at first but my students got past it quickly and most had ceased to be aware of it after a semester. Women did not hang around long enough to allow that to happen. All my sex had come from monetary. Text if you need me.”When the door closed behind her, I finally let myself look at Eric.He looked worse than I’d ever seen him, which wasn’t surprising considering everything that had happened. His hair was more disheveled than usual and his clothes were wrinkled. He looked tired and sad and even after everything that had happened between us, it broke my heart.“How is he?” I finally asked.Eric didn’t need to ask who “he” was. There’s only one “he” I’d ask him about.“Probably not great.