” “Honey, you never splurge on yourself… and oh my god, you look so sexy! How in the world could I argue with that!” I say to her as I give ...er but a playful squeeze. “Definitely not saying anything bad here… but what made you choose the bikini? It is definitely not your usual choice.” “Well, I was looking at the outfits like we saw in the window when this real nice lady struck up a conversation. She showed me the bikini and talked me into it.” Something in her slight smile told me there. And there was absolutely nothing that he could do about it. However, he reminded himself that he was far from the first to deal with that problem."Get practical," Howard told himself firmly, hoping that it would help take his mind off of the changes. Or at least let him regain some feeling of control when he knew that he had none.With that, Howard realized that there were going to be a number of problems for him if he underwent an extreme change. Though he didn't want to face it, there was. Then I made the play, heart beating 10 to the dozen.“You get undressed then!” I said, not believing that I actually said it.“W. . W . . . What, what do you mean?” mom stumbled to reply, shocked that I just asked her to take her clothes off.“You just told me I’ve got nothing to be embarrassed about being naked in front of you, so why don’t you practice what you preach.?” I replied.Mom still half bent then said..“Don’t be so bloody rude and open the door, you’re my son, I’m not getting undressed. Sensing my apprehension he pulled me in for a hug resting his chin on my shoulder as he idly stroked my back. Before I got lost in his touches once again, I pulled back wanting him to say what ever he was going to say looking at me and not hiding behind my shoulder. Before giving a heavy sigh he knew exactly what I wanted and decided to answer. ‘I was your’s before I even knew I was. The look you gave me tonight when you first walked in and saw me confirmed that everything I was feeling, you.