Keeping to the speed limit yet wishing I could go faster I made my way to the Four Seasons motel inn and sweats.I park my car with eager anticipation ...nd get out. I have to control my breathing and my anxiety walking to through the parking lot to the hotel lobby.I walk in and find the elevator. I press the up button and count the seconds as the slow elevator returns to the ground floor.The door opens and I have to again control myself not to jump into it. I waited for three passengers I had. "I realized I was wrong halfway through our first date. Ten minutes after we got to Joe's, and it all changed. I liked you right away. And I almost couldn't believe it. Every time we went out, it got deeper."But I couldn't tell my friends that. Because I'm weak and stupid and I care too much about what people think about me. So I kept going out with you and blowing them off and not saying much and letting them think what they wanted." I coughed miserably. She looked down at me, but before she. And what a fine job he was doing. His meat slid in so smoothly, gently prodding and probing.He started quietly moaning. She opened her eyes - something was wrong. The room was dark now – how long had I slept, she thought to herself.Through the drunken haze and the darkness, she saw Eddie. Fuck! Eddie, not Joel. What the fuck – it was Joel’s younger brother pumping her. She closed and opened her eyes again, this can be real she thought, but the feeling of him inside her plenty real enough.My. Michelle had gone after her when she thought she was getting a little to close to daddy.”So she is jealous of Sara?” I asked.Danny smiled as he replied, ”And you ain't.”He told me he could see it in my eyes. I told him I wasn't jealous of his sister. Danny just looked at me giving me that John glare.”It shows that much?” I asked.”Yes and you better stop showing it before John sees it too, ” Danny replied taking my hand.Danny told me there was nothing between Sara and John, other than a special.