"I don't say a damn thing. Honestly - I'm not sure I could possibly have responded.Her small, strong hands move themselves off of my knees and slide s...owly up my thighs.She grabs the bottom of my shorts and starts to pull. I lift my ass off the chair and let her have them. She pulls them down past my feet and tosses them back over her shoulder. They disappear into the nothing that exists outside of us.She moves her hands up and down my thighs some more."I need to do this."She stares in my eyes. I replied" well i was gonna get some drinks and have some de-compression time...you should join..." He seemed confused but eagerly agreed. We scheduled a time after work and enjoy a few drinks and conversations. I had more to drink than usual to ease my nerves. I could not believe what i was about to do. I had to make the next move. The idea of sex was now exciting me. I told him to meet me out for a smoke and that i would need to use the rest room. while in the restroom i moved the straps of. I can't believe how much both of ourlives have changes since October. She pushes me back and looks me inthe eye "Besides who can better understand everything someone goesthrough than the soulmate of someone who is transitioning," We shareanother kiss, before she becomes a bit big for herself. "Besides Iwill damn near be an expert soon." A tickle fight breaks out betweenthe two of us before a quick 'study break' is taken.But my job situation still was not finalized and I was beginning to. When we were cleaning up I looked at the thermometer on my wing mirror. When they closed us into the hanger, they turned on the heat. It was sixty-eight degrees. We shut down both trucks and slept the night in quiet trucks. Even with extra cuddling I woke up at five-thirty in the morning, well rested and feeling great. Kelly and Sammi made breakfast while Andrea and I did safety checks. We ate together and traded riders for the ride into L.A.. I called Danni and her first question was, ‘Where.