Ah, you know, playing with myself and pretending it was you for a long time." You know this won't be a fantasy if it goes on." I know," I replied as h... lowered me to the couch, picked up the TV remote and turned the TV off. I closed my eyes to take in the moment. The rain fell hard on the roof making me feel even more isolated with him. His left hand, almost hot to the touch, was slowly running up and down the inside of my left thigh, bringing even more lust into my mind. I couldn't answer him,. We went back to the room and they did come in and we carried on drinking and she showed me her pics etc. One of the boys was getting somewhere with the other girl and the other was trying it on you know giving me some lines arm around my neck, i told him sorry babe I have a man. Oh I see he said well he not here, I blushed (as I did fancy him a LOT) sorry babe no. I decided I wanted to go back to my room I was drunk and scared I might do soemthing with the guy, I will walk you back he said. Ok. He might be in the next place to be attacked. It was all very well the High Commission saying that they had no news of British casualties. They probably had no news at all nor would David's headquarters at Basingstoke so nor would his parents. She wanted badly to ring Caroline but it would only add to her worry. She felt sure that Caroline would ring her as soon as she had any news for her. There was no one she could talk to. Her father, when he came home, would show no interest or sympathy.. Alex frowned slightly "I usually take a month at each estate going over the books with the manager, looking the place over making sure everything is going well, that means four months, I'm going to try and cut it down to two, I would send Kirk but he has never done this before so I'm taking him with me to learn how it's done, he should be back from Cairin this afternoon."Laurel sighed and got up with a shiver, "two month's that's not too bad, better then four, I could pop you around to each one.