I had been to several doctors who toldme about priaprism which affects only males. They recommended femalehormones or surgery. I, so far, have rejecte... those possibilities asI have no wish to become a feminine looking man or have a nonfunctioning penis!Having cleaned myself up to my satisfaction and realizing that as theboss I could (and probably should) take a three day weekend, I left.The only thing that keeps the demons at bay is being out in theopen. I still have enough self control not to. The pictures on her profile as well as the selfies she sent me over the past month or so did not do her justice. Her blue eyes contrasted so nicely against her burgundy hair and fair complexion.Her low cut top and form fitting black lace bra created a deep sea of cleavage that I was drawn to. Per my instructions she wore no panties and her ass and cunt were easily accessible with a gentle flip of her skirt. We spent the first few minutes walking the aisles and taking in all the different toys,. I looked at him surprised.Eric looked at me with straight face and said then let me bang your pretty little ass then. He pulled me by the neck close to him and kissed me . We locked lips for about 5 mintues. I didnt know what was going on but I didnt care at the moment , I was finally going to have Eric's sexy ass to myself. Eric reached down and found his way into my basketball shorts , I was hard from the moment he walked in the room. He slowly stroked me up and down. "You like that he said". Some guy, a complete stranger, came up to me and asked if I wanted company. I was crying at the time. Then I made the biggest mistake of my entire life. I decided to get revenge on Jack - this time I was going to get even. I took this complete stranger home to my house and fucked him. This time I was going to get my revenge. God, how stupid could I have been! I mean there was absolutely no excuse for my actions. I was totally enraged with Jack.I let this complete stranger take me out of.