I continued to massage her tits as we kissed and she broke away and said "suck my tits little bro, you know you want to". I said I did but wanted to a...k her a question. She said "ask away" I asked what the other boys got to do with her? Did they get to touch her pussy and if they did why couldn't I? "oh little bro, you are only 12, the other boys are much older and anyway you wouldn't know what to do with it" I said well show me!! She looked at me for a while then said "ok little bro, perhaps. I figured I'd get drunk then go home rub one out and go to bed. When I was at the bar it was semi empty a few ladies and two guys. As I had a few drinks some guy started talking to me about the ladies at the bar. He would say things like "the things I would do to her" normally I don't respond to strangers like that but hey I was drunk. I agreed and said "I would love to fuck her feet in those heels". Then he replied " I wonder what they smell like"? after about 30 mins talking about womens feet. But it was nearly impossible. How could I avoid his sexy chest when he walked around the house with just his boxers on late at night? Or his wet shirt clinging to his body after soccer practice. His gorgeous smile when he saw me every morning. It was always Tim, the first guy who'd come to mind every time.At school I tried to avoid bumping into my brother as much as possible. My friends didn't make it any easier since they were always going on and on about how hot my brother was and I couldn't. Maybe he thinks it's from my shoes. I can pull my left leg under me but my right one has to push the gas peddle. We talk about work on the way in. Nick tells me how his whole week is packed with meetings. I tell him how mine is too. I start to laugh. He looks at me. "It was a total blow out!" I say between laughing fits. Now nick is laughing. Soon there are tears flowing from our eyes. Mine turn to tears for Shelly. I remember what she told me in the restroom in the restaurant. "What's wrong?".