I need something to calm my nerves. I feel like my body is on fire. The things I’m reading about are so damned exciting. The fact that I’m reading...these things in public, nearly naked, with an audience, that only adds to the experience.As I read, and I imagined myself in some of the scenarios I’m reading, I kept hearing a little voice in the back of my mind that’s saying, “This is what turns my husband on!”I understand now. It sure as hell turns me on! Understand or not, I can’t help but. "I get as horny as anybody, but I never had any problem controlling it..."He's tried everything: sensitive heart-to-heart talks about the birds and the bees, screaming at them, grounding them, taking away the TV and the internet. The more they push, the worse it seems to get. When they sought professional help from specialists trained to treat compulsive masturbation: None of the kids lasted more than a few weeks: Each time, the therapist said something to the effect of, "We can't help them. Something about the ritual. That it’s going to take place here. But later after everything is in order.Rose: Uhhhh!Me: He said she should be back here in a couple of hours.Rose: That’s all?Me: Yes. Now he’s leaving.Chloe: Why would he bring her here just to tell her to come back later?Me: I don’t know.Rose: Maybe he wanted to show her the place.Me: Maybe.Chloe: What now?Rose: Now we leave.Me: Looks like it’s not going down now.Chloe: First smart thing you said, let’s get out of here! Well, we. " I hung up on him before he could respond.When I got home I saw there were over twenty messages waiting so I began to play them back. The first as expected was from me about losing my cell phone. The next few were from Kathy hoping I would check our messages while I was on my business trip. Several were from her father and the rest from her lawyer asking me to get in touch as soon as possible.I called he lawyer and since he wasn't in the office at that time I made an appointment for the.