We both realized we were still the same people, head over heels in love, but with a healthy passion for this newfound fun. We both felt this was bring...ng us closer together, as crazy as it may sound to some.We also knew we were getting closer to involving other people physically in our sex life too. That scared and excited us equally, but we agreed we were doing this to have fun and we'd talk out anything that made either of us feel uncomfortable. Then with that put to bed, we turned the. There was almost certain expectation of some dexterity loss in Dad’s left hand and leg, (these were important to Dad’s livelihood because he is a small animal veterinarian) and a likelihood of facial and tongue paralysis. There was basically no chance that the neuro-surgeon would get the whole tumor. The idea was that the surgeon would get as much of it as he could, so that the radiation, and chemotherapy treatments could have a feasible target. If Dad survived the surgery, he would have. After a bit, he stopped. He said that he was sorry and that we should stop; even had tears in his eyes. I always loved my brother and I always thought what we had was just the brother-sister kind of love that we all expect and think about. But when he kissed me that afternoon, something else rose to the surface. Something that scared me and something that excited me. I couldn't even tell you exactly what it was but I knew that I wanted my brother in a new and different way. "So, I told him that. “Yeah I will! Just give me 5 minutes! I’ll be right out,” I said. I stepped into the steamy bathroom and showered quickly in the hopes that she would still be in a towel and bent over looking in her bag for clothes by the time I got out. After rinsing the soap off of me I got out, dried off, and walked into my room in a towel to find Jen completely naked and laying on my bed. “Have you missed me?” she asked. “Wow… you look great,” I managed, barely able to get a full sentence out. “Come.