..And knowing that two women were making love just two steps from me excited me and made my imagination work.The following Sunday, Nicole invited me t... go for a walk with her and Raymonde, to have a picnic in the countryside.It was a quiet, shady spot near a river, far from any home.After eating, as it was hot, they undressed completely, offering their naked bodies, their curves to my sight and they laughed at me because I was still "dressed".So I also removed my swimsuit trying to think of. I used to stay in the weekdays and drove home in the weekends.I am naturally shy about woman. Never in my wildest dream, thought of cheating on my wife in this middle age. That’s exactly what I did. Now I got stuck. After finishing my regular jogging ritual in nearby public park ,I was driving back to my flat. The sun was fading away with its last ray of light on those trees along the road. Those residential streets are often empty. There was no vehicle around me. Suddenly, I could see, a young. I said, “You don’t love me. You don’t care for me.” I got my eyes full of tears. She felt bad. She hugged me and said, “I love you, I care for you. But you are an adult now. You can’t drink my milk.”I said, “But I’m your som mom, and I want to taste it.” She said, “I don’t have milk now. You can’t drink anything.” I said, “You are lying to me, Mom. You don’t love me.”She said, “Okay, tomorrow you will see there’s no milk. We are not doing it again.” I agreed with her. She said, “Let’s go to. I get up and kneel. She gives me a pail of water, a towel, soap, points. I know already. I pick up the newspapers and head into the snow covered and still dark backyard. I am shivering, nude, in the early morning cold. The stars are out. The storm has passed on, and in the clear night, the temperature has dropped to what feels like the single digits. Like an animal I do my stuff and dump it in the dumpster. I then wash, as fast as I can with the freezing water and return to the warm kitchen,.