Below her navel, there is simply nothing but a ragged flap of flesh and a mess of torn intestine and blood spilling out into the bottom of the tray. H...re and there are forceps clamped around the arteries that should be deep inside her, and a low whining fills the air that Sarah belated realises is coming from herself. Beside her is a second tray that contains tattered, blood soaked rages and the abdomen, hips and legs of a girl. For a second she thinks they are hers, but no; these have deep. I can’t describe it better than that, except that I was being haunted by ghostly shadows. It wasn’t there all the time. Usually when I was alone in my office at work or when I was reading in the quiet of the evening at home, I’d catch sight of the shadow out of the corner of my eye. It was just a grayish shade having the gross, rough outline of a man standing a few feet to my side—standing at a distance as if watching me. I’d flinch each time I caught it ‘watching’ me, and each time when I. Aik din hamare ghar main koi nahee ta subah 11 bajay door bill hui main nay door kola tu aunty samnay khadi tee aur uss k haat main uss k bachay ka kilona ta aur mujay kaha ahmad dek yee toot giya hain iss ko jor de zara elfi be wo saat main le ai tee aunty ko pata ta ghar main koi nahee hain wo aik dam se ander akar room main neechay carpet par bet gaye main ne deka uss k mamay kafi ubray huye dik rahay tee uss ne dupata nahee pehna ta tight shalwar kameez pehniTee wo isi tarha bet gaye main. We were asked as well to gather valuables from the people which we were to return to our commanders who would give us more food during the breaks. When done with a home, we were to mark a cross on the front door so nobody else wasted their time going there. Everyone agreed.~~~When we were invading the Chinese cities, the noises of shootings going off kept me scared and awake all night long. I knew that if I had fallen asleep, I wouldn't wake up the next morning alive. This feeling stayed with.