I love Sean, but I am not in love with him. As corny as it sounds, I just do not see myself in a long term relationship with him. He is just a taker, ...e never gives me anything. I used to think that it was cute and symbolic but now I realize that it is just selfish and immature. I can not remember a single time that Sean offered to pay a bill. Here I am in a hotel room and he is on my terrace feeling himself up! The loofah makes it way down to my abs where I slowly scrub in a clockwise motion.. "Lil, please. I want... you." Lily looked at my and raised an eyebrow. She threw up her arms, exasperated."What do you mean, you want me?" I want—" I couldn't say the words. I leaned over in the seat and tried to kiss her."No! Fuck that!" she said, pulling away. "What do you want?" I looked straight forward. I knew I should have tried some other tact. But it was all I could offer."Maybe it was a mistake." It?" All of it. Us... maybe that was a mistake." Maybe it was? What does that mean. Do you. I'm sorry too for what I said, I know you and Christopher want children and have been trying to have them for a long time, if you would look past your pain and disappointment Nedra could help you, she loves you both very much, you were never afraid to seek her out years ago, why be afraid now?" Miranda looked down as Mal let out a little squealing cry "probably because I was afraid even Nedra couldn't help me" Zara nodded as she picked up Mal. Christopher looked at the tiny hatchling who was. When I was younger, I remember seeing hunting parties of Shoshone stop at our house and speak with my father and mother. I found that they traded the meat from deer and buffalo, as well as various skins and hides, for the ability to live and hunt on the land unencumbered by anyone.They called my father Mick, but they called my mother ‘Kasadayvoq’. It was Shoshone for ‘Sky Spirit’ or Angel. They always spoke to my father with respect, man to man, but they spoke to my mother with reverence. I.