Me mana nhi……Aaaahhh plz. Leave me… Aaahhh.Uske eye se aasu aane lage mene chhoda nhi me land aage piche karne laga vo bhi sath dene lagi vo ji ...har kr chudi aur ek romantic kiss kiya aur boli thx..Phir uske bad hm vha khunko chhat par se baha diye. Phir mene usse kiss kiya aur kha tension nhi liya kro enjoy karo life ko aur bf ko itna serious mat lo nhi to kbhi chhodega to bhut dukh hoga phir usne bhai ko phone kiya vo thodi der bad aaya vo apna ph. No. De aur kiss kar jane lagi usse chhat par. I killed him. “P-please, Thrak. D-d-on't b-be d-d-dead.” Hiccups and sobs broke my speech.Hopelessness seized me. I collapsed onto his body. I shook, sobbed, wailed my grief. I killed the man I loved. Snuffed out his life. I wasn't an apprentice just learning to wield the elemental forces of the universe. I should have control. How did I lose it? Why was I such a failure as a mage?Thrak. Relaria. The test.Failure.Useless.A hand rubbed my tear-stained cheek. Fingers thick, calloused. I blinked. There is Nick Peralta, my boss at Piquant Press. He has short black hair and is slightly taller than me. It took a lot of hard work to convince him to publish Holly's story The Heart Of Winter, but he finally agreed to get the ball rolling. There is Wyatt Hart who was my boyfriend in high school and will soon be going off on a grand pilot's adventure. There is the woman who is my best friend in high school, Holly Wright. She has shoulder-length black hair that is quite curly. Sometimes I think. If she wanted anything more than what was proper she would have to cross that line and I would have no problems about that."You don't what that means to me to hear you say that. It's like your father forgot how to be romantic or to just say nice things at times. You love serious older ladies who look good, don't you?" Yes Mom, I do, I don't know if it is me but the girls at school were always talking about the latest hot song on the radio or what guy looks so hot. I have spent a fair amount of.