’ He could feel his heart break a little at this and had to force himself to speak. ‘There is only one thing I am afraid of Kristine, and that is ... would be a disappointment to you. The men I write about are kind and considerate. They are always what a woman wants to find in a man. I don’t know if I am that in real life. Those guys are my way of being something more than I am.’ At this she smiled a gentle smile and spoke the only words that could put him at ease. ‘You have already shown. ”Kristen hurried off with a quiet “Yes Master.”I was still fascinated by this. While in the real world, this would be rape pure and simple, here it was something different. Everyone, even Brenda, Laurie and Tara seemed to be responding to the passion. She wasn’t really hurting them, but she was definitely controlling them. She decided what she wanted to do, and they submitted. How different was that than me asking them to do whatever occurred to me?Tara was not succumbing as quickly as the. Even just our being given the five SUVs and two jets was complicated. When I said above that they were to be given to us, I was using the English language rather than lawyer-speak. The contract actually said that we or our nominee would buy them at their market value. In addition to the money I'd said the Government was going to pay us for the settlement, it was also going to give us or our nominee the total value of those seven vehicles, to be used to buy them. So we had to decide who our. ’‘But you couldn’t! Why? Because you love me. You belong with me. Can’t you accept the truth. Who you are. And that you got married because it was socially right!’ ‘You’re wrong.’ ‘Wrong about you loving me?’ ‘I love you. But my marriage is not a farce. It’s real. The sooner you understand that, the better. I’ve accepted who I am, thanks to you. You opened my eyes. I’m bisexual, though you’d be happy if I was homosexual. I can love you and love my wife at the same time.’ ‘Then don’t you think.