If you can trust yourself enough then we shouldn’t have a problem,” he said, before hanging up. He was setting me up for failure, we both knew tha.... But that was what made the situation so dangerously delicious and naughty. I hated myself for betraying Bryan, but I was finding it more and more difficult to ignore Derek and his confident manly charms. I tried to focus on the present and my job, forcing all thoughts of Derek out of my mind. Thankfully we were very busy at work so this was easy. I pulled back and looked at his throbbing hard cock. So big. So thick and veiny and so so hard. I took it back in my mouth and tried to take it deep but it was so thick. I took his hand and put it on the back of my head and he got the idea.He pushed me down on it. I felt him entering my throat, stretching it. He pushed more. It hurt and I knew my throat would be sore the next day but I needed it. I needed his perfect black cock deep inside my whore throat. I gagged hard, saliva shooting out the. Alan barely noticed me ever since I started working for him. We would exchange the usual "hey" with a wave whenever we crossed paths. I had a picture of Alexis that I hung up on my cubicle from day one. And then one day when Alan passed by my desk area he noticed that picture and asked me who she was. He didn't assume Alexis was my wife. I could hear the surprise in his tone when I told him we were engaged. Not to mention the numerous times I had to tell him she was in fact with me and that she. Guys kind of disgusted me. In my mind they were just macho, sporty assholes, bully usually. Actually although I wasn't one of those typically sporty or macho or outgoing guys, I managed to date a few girls in that time. Though the crossdressing never came up in conversation!My sister moved out, and then I grew up and moved out. I lost interest in crossdressing for a few years: it was college time and I was busy studying, partying and messing around with girls. Then I started to crossdress.