I have no idea how long she’d been in this cycle of lust and pain and pleasure, but she was really starting to struggleI also realized that I couldn...��t be any less aggressive than the previous men. She had set this all up for me. If I was to partake of her submission, her degradation, her total lack of control, I was to take control. I needed to take her and take her hard. She wanted no less. She did not want to go through with all of this, to have me not take her hard. She demanded it. To do. I had a few Playboys that my friends gave me and I used them as inspiration to beat off. I was always careful to hide them under the mattress so my mom wouldn't discover them. I also picked up the habit of occasionally swiping a pair of her dirty panties from the hamper so I could smell the crotch as I jacked off, but it wasn't as if they were really dirty. She was a very clean person and she used a feminine hygiene spray so the only thing I really smelled was a slightly musty odor from her. I was kissing all over her body. From her naval to her forehead. Even she loved it like crazy. She removed my shirt and got on top of me with me below. Now it was her turn to kiss my shoulder and chest and stomach. I had all the plans of laying her that night. I pulled her shorts down and underneath she was wearing a white panty. As I slid my hand under the panty she told me “No Akash. We are not having any sex nor are we going to take off our niche ka undergarments as I believe that sex should. And, I would imagine, if it were a woman that started the rumor, she would have you to deal with. I’ll have you know, I’ve discussed this matter with Morane. There is nothing in any religious text he could find to defend your ideas. By all account, Lucretia is an intelligent, thoughtful young woman. It is well within her rights to decide if she wants to spend time with a male in a public area. I am not suggesting she visit a man in his chambers – although, since she is of age, I would argue.