But, that's another story. We received their gift and I have yet to regret it. It has saved my life more than once and been a blessing to me in my wor....The only drawback is that lately I have been yearning more and more to be free and return to my most basic nature, that of a predator in the wild. It is only my will and my sense of duty to my family that I remain. If they would follow, I would go today. But, to what?I reassured myself as I entered my home that I belonged here with these two. It looks like I went too far in indoctrinating her about certain things. This is why it's so important that I assume an increasingly dominant role in his life, and in her life too. I need to step in and be the one to say "no" when Susan is too blissed out on sex. Otherwise, Sweetie is going to be completely spoiled in very short order. In fact, I really need to be the matriarch of this whole bunch.She looked up at Susan and was surprised to see that she had gone from a face of total euphoria to. Her hair was the same length as before, if not a bit longer without even the faintest hint of gray and her jade green eyes still had that same twinkle. Sure there were a few more lines crossing her face but she sure as hell didn’t look like somebody’s sixty-three year old grandmother. Her breasts looked a tad fuller and maybe it was the bra she was wearing, but there sure didn’t seem to be any sag to them at all and from what I could see under her white pharmacy coat it didn’t look like she had. Shaking my head, I told them, “Royal purple now seems to be the new normal for me. The energy I have inside me now is purer than what I had before. I can’t quite explain how only that is how it feels. I can only guess that whatever changed inside me didn’t like what it found and would cause something catastrophic to happen. Why else would I still have the implant? I sort of remember me trying to burn it out without letting myself do it.”“That does explain why we cannot detect any energy being.