But I had no idea how to explain to a child why I’d left home. Bugger thinking logically as Kaye had put it, I really weren’t even sure that I cou...d explain -- or justify -- why I left Katie in the first place to anymore.“Can, I touch your beard?” Kaye suddenly asked.“Yeah sure you can, but I don’t think it’s going to be around for very longer much longer.”“Why!” The child asked, as she stepped close to me and ran her hand over my hairy cheek.“A lady called Jean is arriving on the island in the. That day was my birthday and i asked Saina, my girlfriend to spend entire day with me. She agreed and we went to a hill station which is 50 km away from city. She was looking really beautiful in green and white dress. I was dressed in pink pull over and white jeans. We started our journey in morning on bike. Somehow we reached hill station and it was almost afternoon. We sat some time then we climb the way by walk on stairs. We got tired and her breath was running high and her chest was coming. "But I don't want to use his stupid telescope," Allie snapped out of Paul's earshot."Be nice," Neil said. "He's a lonely old man who needs the company. He won't bite."Allie wasn't so sure about that, but she couldn't exactly explain that to Neil. Before she could even contemplate a real excuse, he'd brushed her off and walked inside.Paul probably didn't care about the stars. He might not even have a stupid telescope. She shivered as she looked out over the distant water. Whatever he was. Thats why I love my friends, you know… Anyway, wed been together for a while, a week I guess, and I never hid where I wanted our relationship to go. Kissing and groping were more than common, and I let him do whatever he wanted, but it didnt help. He was too respectful and I was too polite. He always kept saying sweet things, caressing, taking care of me. And eventually I started to feel bored. Even the good feeling I had while he was touching me was disappearing. All my friends were asking how.