Miss Britt trained me very well and I might add verytough for the first 3 months or so. She is no nonsense as you know andfollowing her rules was a bi... difficult but here I am, her Lisa." Yes, I see that. MJ (Amy always called Miss Britt by her initials) hasdone a superior job transforming you and I must applaud that MJ. But Ihave no interest in being with a woman. Did you tell her why I wanted tomeet her MJ?" No Amy, I did not. I thought perhaps you would rather tell her." Well frankly. He played with me for several weeks ... horrible, bestial things... ," she paused again, " ... but eventually you'll end up back here. Where the guards do want they want with you."The prospect of ending up chained to a wall as an Arab sex machine appalled Hilary. In a burst of frightened, righteous energy she pulled at the chain linking her manacle to the wall. Grunting with exertion Hilary tugged and tugged. And it didn't move a millimetre.Utterly exasperated Hilary gave up her struggling,. ”Emily looked over at Jessica. “Not you Jessica.” she turned back to the pilot. “I’ll be the only one.” without further statement, she stepped onto the shuttle. Meanwhile, Jessica stood by, shocked. The pilot looked at her and shrugged his shoulders. He followed Emily pulling the hatch shut behind him.When Emily was aboard, she looked around. The shuttle was full, but a seat was being held for her in the first row. The shuttle was loaded with contractors and field technicians doing the various. I suppose, even having sisters, a lot of my understanding about having a relationship with the opposite sex was because of her.Some boys and girls have a hard time with their emotions during puberty and adolescence because they have no one to ask about the changes; or at best, if they do, it's someone of the same sex. I know that at this time in my life I overheard my older sisters talking about boys and sex, but it was only snippets of conversations and I never felt that I could ask them to.