Just maybe... I could actually get to meet Imahottie.I sent her a PM asking if she was still around and if she would be interested in meeting with me ...f I made it over for a "holiday." She didn't respond for a couple of days and then she sent me a note:Dear Ted, it was great to hear from you. I was delighted to learn that you might be coming over for a visit. Let me tell you that I will be so delighted to see you. If it would work out, I would like to be your guide when you are here... let me. Condition is cool in the least." I think it makes you neat and special," he said. "How's the cookie?" Very good." She pressed her hand against her chest again."Are you all right?" I think I'm over the bus incident and it flashes on me again." You're all right, Debra."She drained her coffee cup and pressed her hand against her stomach. "This feels good. It was a good idea." Thanks for buying." It was the least I could do. I really should offer you something else for your pain and suffering...". Joshua's given a job to PaulGould." What, that skinny bastard you used to go out with?" Stuart asks."Yeah," I nod. "You know how he's been messaging me since I had myoperation, right? Well, um..." You want closure," Stuart says, gently squeezing my manicured hand."Exactly," I say. "And I want you to come." Good," Stuart chuckles. "That saves me the awkwardness of trying toinvite myself along..." I giggle as Stuart gives me a quick cuddle beforewe head back downstairs, spending the rest of the. Was that entirely true though? Marilyn had asked her to stay. This was all very confusing, and layers of conflict, layers of doubt, and shame started to mount in her mind. There was no way that she felt the same blissful feeling that she did before, and yet, when she thought about being strung up, when she thought about a spanking, the shame faded. ‘What was the deal,’ she wondered. What was it about this bondage that was so powerful? Where was it written that someone could take away all of her.