As Dom typed out that he was on the way, Riley replied “I’m down!”Dom’s phone dinged again, it was a one-on-one text from John. “Tonight’s...the night.”“Fuck yeah” texted Dom. 10 minutes later the three were in John’s apartment with cold beers in their hands trading insults as the first game got rolling. The three were fairly evenly matched, but the alcohol started to take effect as the empty bottles piled up on the counter.The trash talking between the three got more and more intense, and Riley. When hell freezes over. Everything else was silent.Except the screams in my head. Except watching my loved ones die.I was alive.But I'm still in hell.A drip on the back of my hand.Then on the other.I screamed as I came awake. Blood was dripping on me. I tried to move my hands but they were held in place. I squeezed. They squeezed back."I love you." A duet of angels beside me.How can anyone love me? How can I ever again be loved? I failed. I let them die.Tears ran from my eyes down my cheeks.. "Helen, wake up, come on sleepy head, you can't spend all the afternoon in your bedroom."As I opened my eyes I suddenly realised that I must have fallen asleep immediately after my last orgasm, as my knickers were round one ankle, and my breasts were semi naked, where I had been playing with my nipples as I had been fingering my pussy. For a moment, I desperately tried to cover myself up, then I realised again that it was pointless as Mum had seen me, and had probably known exactly what I had. Not to imply everyone isn't a pure virgin, but even those who never... Experimented, found out what sex was, if just to know how to avoid it. And besides, Sister Priscilla is young, she joined the order after finding God on the streets, escaping a darker life." So?" Ethan asked gently."So if she has a tattoo above her buttocks of a butterfly, which I know she does, I'm sure she knows what sex looks like."Ethan nodded a little, thinking about Priscilla in a bit of a different light with that.