But she knew that, as likely as not, little Diana would be cast aside to the almshouse and, when she was but a year or two older, put to work that wou...d quickly break her sunny spirit and take her to an early grave.And why?Because of what she was, she who had borne the child."Bawd's daughter", the child would be, and her spirit would be broken on purpose, that she never follow the trade of her sinful mother.Not that she had wanted to be that; not that she had wanted the men furtively coming to. Every step took time.The motorcade that was carrying us to Andrews was waiting in front of the White House. The national security group brought a briefcase with more updates. I was going to read them on the way.I wanted to be on the ground in Vegas around 1100. This was an afternoon and evening fund raiser. I wanted to walk the convention center and look at the displays before it was packed. I was wearing thin body armor, the Secret Service brought their approved armor and Ziva had brought the. “Paradise,” he smiled out to me.Then he just reached around my body and stripped me of the red sash I was wearing. He didn’t even ask! He was bold, brazen, and arrogant. However there was just some “all in fun” quality about his behavior and attitude that was instantly endearing. My mind went into overdrive; my body reeled with turbo-charged lust. His eyes were hypnotic and his touch, as he unwound the sash from my waist, sent electrical jolts into my flesh.I just stood there as he brazenly. ..as perverse as it sounds; at that moment, I was 'in love' with my stepson (and I still am). He broke our passionate kiss for an instant to say, "I love you so much," and then resumed kissing me, exploring my mouth with his tongue. It had been so very long since I had been kissed passionately like that. Despite the fact I knew all of this was terribly wrong, I kissed him back with all the passion I had. I do not ever remember being so aroused, or so in need of a release. Slowly, he started.