The story should branch far enough eventually that it'll be hard to get mixed up but please keep this in mind until I figure out what i'm doing. You'v... been single for about 21 years which is coincidentally how long you've been on this lonely, lonely earth and in this city. You like to tell yourself that you’re single due to a lack of trying but in reality you’re just fucking useless.The only sexual accolade you have to your name is losing your V-card to Jennifer Gould at 18, you’d been close. And it was so thoughtful of him. He’s such an amazing man! And so good looking. My God!’ And she paused like she was trying to catch her breath. Then, ‘And I’m sure I would have worried so much if he hadn’t explained about the charity and the other girls and all the BTS brothers all the rest of it.’ Now I felt like my head was going to explode. I knew that a lot depended on what she meant by ‘all the rest of it.’ That covered a lot of ground, but I hoped not too much. I did have faith in John. Kuch din wo aunty mera ghar pas shift ho gai tab mjhe pata chala k wo ghar ma akeli rhti ha kiu unka husband karachi mai aik universty main preofesser tha or wo aunty khud aik school ma parhati or ache khase wo paise wali thi .Ab aksar unke ghar ke samne a guzar kar jata or phr aik us aunty mjhe aik book ka order likhwya shop pa or kaha k usy wo book chaiya to ma na kaha k thek ha apko mainm ya book la du ga, phr aik do din tak mai wo boook la kar aya or shop pa rakh din wo book laine 3 din. "Would you mind that I borrow the book after you're finished with it?" No, not at all, in fact, I'll even let you have first crack at it. We've got our showers after breakfast and Lisa's got me on housekeeping this morning, so I wouldn't have been able to read it right away, anyway."Samantha came back shortly with a book in her hand; it was a beat-up paperback with pinkish cover showing the silhouette of a vaguely military man walking in the wild. The title of the book was 'Down but not out'..